Growing Up

I like blogging at night because I feel it's the time of the night that you're most vulnerable....
Hence there reason why we are always advised not to speak to guy's you like after midnight...true story!

I feel like I have aged so much in one year and have been through so much. I am the sort of person that always looks forward to 31st night because I like the idea of starting afresh. I don't make New Year's Resolution because I hardly go through with them.

Not trying to make sense of this blog post! Just throwing a few words around and hoping it makes sense. I feel like I've wasted my life away and I'm only 22. Growing up I was shy and kept to myself. I joked around a lot and never told anyone how I felt. I hid behind my smile even on days I felt like shit! I didn't trust anyone to tell them my "deepest darkest secrets" and funny enough I never grew out of it.

I guess the more I grow up, the more I begin to panic - because my life isn't going exactly the way I planned it...not even close. But I forget that I'm still Young!

Still got more time to correct my mistakes, make some "mistakes" and just have fun!

I need to start living my life! Focus on work - YES! but really start living!
Not the whole travelling thing or making a bucket list but just enjoying life however it maybe.

They say stick to a routine but I need to do the opposite - need to breakaway from the norm.

Like I said, this doesn't need to make sense.....just shooting out words on a paper...well, more like a screen....


Night Night xoxo